A feeling that would happen to everyone. Either worrying about something you care, or someone you love, can make you in a unspeakable mood. I always worry you very much, especially the time you are suffering for hateful situation. Although I really want to be with you, I can only say something non-sense on the phone. I know that it is not useful, but that is the only thing I can do now. I am so sorry, sorry that I am not able to build our own home, and take care of you for every second now... e*
